Black the night around my eyes, well, I feel in need of a disguise. I feel the cold boil up inside, I might just leave it all behind. So I close my eyes to fall asleep. So I close my eyes to fall asleep. I failed you more than you will know, the tales of us in love must go. Just free yourself and rid of me, relax I know it’s what you need. So I close my eyes to fall asleep. So I close my eyes to fall asleep, and I can’t bare with all your needs I’m restless when I’m with you. So black the night around my eyes, I feel in need of a disguise. Don’t take me back for I don’t care, I failed that’s why your never there. So I close my eyes to fall asleep. So I close my eyes to fall asleep, and I can’t bare with all your needs I’m restless when I’m with you. In this dying un kept breathing. I see demons In this dying light. So I close my eyes to fall asleep. So I close my eyes to fall asleep, and I can’t bare with all your needs I’m restless when I’m with you.
Well, we lay in bed, from feet up to our heads, while the covers kept us warm. We’d loose ourselves, beneath the folds and bedposts fingers held, and I would rest my soul on you. So Step aside and watch you run away All these broken feet aren’t enough to make you stay Well, I wont let it no no no, keep me away. Well, you drove away, i’d remember what you’d say, "for I’m in love with you my dear.” Well, I missed it when I felt your fingers running through my hair but the only thing left to do is to step aside and watch you run away All these broken feet aren’t enough to make you stay Well, I wont let it no no no. Keep me away or break me down. No I wont let it, but the only thing left to do is to step aside and watch you run away. All these broken feet aren’t enough to make you stay. Well, I wont let it no no no. Keep me away.
Step away from you and believe in what you choose cause I’m the one that you need without a word that you’ll speak. Wait alone all night. I’ll just wait without a fight, just realize that you’re mine. Just realize that you’re mine. Cause I’m for you can’t you see, yet you’re not with me. I’ll just hold it down for you, just be for me so I wont choose. Now is where i’ll start. Now is where I’ll start. Just realize that you’re mine. Just realize that you’re mine. Cause I’m for you can’t you see, yet you’re not with me. I’ll just hold it down for you, just be for me so I wont choose. Won't you be for me?
When I was young I fell through this hole I had dug here. I felt my lungs collapse from the lack of fresh air. The walls keep caving around my body, And the lack of light scares and swallows this body. Take your fists and break all of the teeth in my mouth now. And tear my skin to hold me naked without love This hole I had dug here was for some sort of seclusion, and then it stops my heart beaks from all this confusion. Well I let you down... Well I know what you see. Well somethings not right if you’re with me. Well I’ve made up my mind and i feel alright, and I’ll break all of my bones just to stay here tonight. Well I let you down... So fall. Well I let you down... ...and I’ll break all of my bones. Well I’ve made up my mind and I feel alright, and I’ll break all of my bones just to stay here tonight. Well I let you down.
Can you remember when I told you I was scared? You held me tight and ran your fingers through my hair. You told me I would never be alone, It’s just a vision of you that I call my own. I held your hands as your lights began to fade, closed your eyes and next to you is where I lay. I’m lonely without the thought of loosing you, at least then I had something to hold onto. Cause I’m afraid of where this is leading. Cause I’m afraid. Time is here to let us fall behind. Time is here and time ain't always right. I’m sorry my love but now I have to go I’ll always love the girl I used to know. Cause I don’t know where I’m supposed to be Cause I don’t know what I’m supposed to need. Cause I’m afraid of where this is leading. Well, I don’t need you cause you never needed me.
A disgrace to this body for I’ve never been all that bright. I stood at the back of the beginning of my life. Take the back of your hand and strike with all your might. Well, I know that I failed and it’s alright by me. I’ve given up, can you hear me screaming? Well, I’m not that brave to be standing right next... So get it over with for I’ve already had everything taken from me. Ya the smiles and everything I thought happiness was supposed to be. Get your hands around my neck please, surrendering me. Well, I know that I failed and it’s alright by me. I’ve given up, can you hear me screaming? Well, I’m not that brave to be standing right next to me.
Long way from home. I’m a long way from home. It’s not right where i’ve been, I’ve been uptight and mean. I’m sorry that you heard all the screams from my mouth. Long way from home, I'm a long way from home. I took the long way around, I took the long way around. I’ve been afraid of what i’ll see, I’ve been afraid of seeing me. If I choose to live my life as a choice, not a sacrifice, Then I wont take the long way around. I won't take the long way around. It’s a cry out for some answers of where I’ve been and where I’m meant to be. It’s a reach out so grab on, you always held me back I feel like I’m diseased. It’s a problem I need to deal with for if I don’t I’ll be dying on my knees.
My fingers crack as I get up The ground rests soaked from where I lay. My eyes are wide as though I’ve drowned. I’m standing up, I should be face down. And then I see darkness and it comforts me. I’ve been guided by daylight, the souls energy... ...and I wont return here God knows that I’ve tried. I’m nothing but the fragments of darkness in the light I know what I need. My fingers crack as I get up The ground from beneath my legs. My eyes are wide as though I’ve drowned. I’m standing up, I should be face down. And then I see darkness and it comforts me. I’ve been guided by daylight, the soul energy... ...and I wont return here God knows that I’ve tried. I’m nothing but the fragments of darkness in the light I know what I need. My eyes are wide as though I’ve drowned.
My body’s cold as the steal runs through me. The lack of lonely eyes as the silence it breaks free. Just take me home. I hold my life as frail and brutal. The judgement that I convey is static and internal. So just take me home. What has love done for you So can’t you see... I’ve given away what i believed was forever I see through painted stars the darker the sky the brighter. Just take me home. What has love done for you So can’t you see...
I thought I could be in love and unseen. It tares at my needs and rips till I bleed. For years I have tried to mask what I feel. I thought I could last the pains just too real. I need my own space from feeling this way, it takes up my life and throws it away. I’m sick of the thoughts of needing to say, I need you. I know I’ll be fine, just friends till I die, I hope I don’t last as long as this has. I need my own space from feeling this way, it takes up my life and throws it away. I’m sick of the thoughts of needing to say, I need you. I’ll never follow through. I’ve bound my own feet to keep all of my strength from screaming for you. I need my own space from feeling this way, it takes up my life and throws it away. I need my own space from feeling this way, it takes up my life and throws it away. I’m sick of the thoughts of needing to say, That I need you.